
I have never been an avid reader of books, but a friend handed this book to me one day and said, "here see if you can make sense of all this". It was meant to be...
I literally just finished a book (A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life's Purpose - by: Eckhart Tolle), and at first, I was not getting into the book, but I pressed on and what I found was something amazing, and it did not come in physical form, fortune, or divine intervention.
My first mistake was that I wrapped myself up in the individual words of this book so much, that I literally could not see the bigger picture. As I kept reading on all the “little things” that make up the book (and life) came together more and more for me. I think that my hesitance came from the stigma I had adopted towards “self-help” books and I was not letting the true meaning of the book in at first. I was using my ego at first when reading this book by unconsciously thinking, “What can this book do for me?” I would later find out, after further reading, that was exactly the type of thinking that perpetuates the cycle of destruction (or that feeling of being stuck) in my own life.
I started out only using this book as a means to and end, which is what the ego feeds on. The ego is on a constant quest to feed on negative energy and even provokes it in others (for no reason sometimes) just to satisfy its hunger. I started to see these destructive activities in myself; I was appalled at first and sought a plan of action on what I could do to “become” a better person. However, that was my second mistake, thinking about the future. I needed to be content that I possess these qualities in the Now and accept that by just realizing "I am what I am right now". By doing so I was already making room for the good to come into me and I was literally cutting off the supply of negative energy that was feeding the ego.
Not to say that I have had some spiritual breakthrough, but I feel that I am well on my way to better understanding myself for sure! Very exciting to me.
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